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Tuesday, April 27, 2010, 8:02 PM
humans
As im sitting here,watching my sweets train for his rugby,i observe people.Yes,humans.I have the tendency to observe them.What might they be thinking about,are they fine with their family,are they facing any problem,what do they want..?Weird,you can say so.However,Allah never fails to amaze me how humans are.Every single one is different in our own way,everyone is unique.I am unique,you are too.We all have different attitudes,feelings and taste.Im on the soft side,because i get hurt very easily.
Which reminds me of this morning's bus trip to school.I was glad these guys actually gave up the seat for me who was struggling with my laptop and big bag.Pardon me for that.As i sat,i observe humans again.I realised the bus driver is a happy man who does his job well for his family.(well he looks aged,so lets be optimistic and assume he's married alright?) Its undeniable that each morning when you feel sleepy,you tend to also feel fucked up.However the bus driver was different.He did his job with pride,he knows he's the main person to brighten up someone's day early in the morning.Well,just simply giving a warm 'welcome on board' smile.He smiled when i boarded,of course i was feeling happy.Someone bothered to smile at me and brighten up my morning.
So,back to the part where i got a seat,i observed.Say,out of 6 people who boarded the bus (take note that the driver smiles to EVERY SINGLE ONE),but only 2 smiled back.Why? are humans these days unappreciative enough? is a smile too common,it doesnt work on us anymore? is he a stranger and you feel 'oh why the fuck is he smiling at me?!' is that it? ): it breaks my heart,and im sure it broke mr drivers heart too. ):
As the bus goes to the next stop,now i observed mr driver's face.Will he smile again despite getting only a few returned smiles? Will he just give up and not be bothered anymore? Guess what? He didnt give up.Such a strong man isnt he? I would have my heart scarred of something.He smiled and he got the same amount of returned smiles.It totally broke my heart that suddenly i realised i was shaking my head..feeling too disappointed in humans you know?
What amazed me was how mr driver stayed so strong,with the wrinkles at the corner of his eyes,still smiling and grinning and can even smiled at the vehicle next to us when we were at a traffic junction.You see how he endured for the sake of his job and name of his job? I mean im not too sure if you call it ego,but i know men.They have ego for something better than that.Not these kind..
Just think about it,how many humans with the same behaviour as mr driver can you find?
Not many,i tell you.Treasure these kind of people,because an inch of their smile can brighten you up even on your suckiest days.Because it very well made mine. (: